The Truth of An Angel
The following is an article I wrote on my experience with a former Marine now Angel (7-31-13)
The following is a true story, only the names of those involved have been changed in respect of privacy.
Bottom line…an ex-Marine-now-Angel wants Peace on Earth…and for no one else to die.
Tonight he comforts me and tells me not to worry, because for some reason, I’m not sure why, putting this story out to the public makes me nervous. He also reminds me that I have the freedom of speech and that he too would like to exercise this, his right, as well….so here goes.
My name is Pj Fay. I am a Channel of The Divine. I have been channeling the Archangels and Ascended Masters for 25+ years. Along with other Certifications, I am Certified as an Advanced Angel Messenger.
In late July of 2009 I was standing outside of Borders bookstore chatting with a friend, when a gentleman walking by asked me “Is that your car with the ‘Aloha’ license plate?!” I said “Yes” and he said “Aloha!” and walked into the bookstore. I had just gotten into my car to leave when this same gentleman came out of the bookstore and walked over to my passenger side window. We chatted about my license plate and the Aloha Spirit for a bit and soon realized that we had a lot in common. We exchanged business cards and went our separate ways, but soon ended up talking on the phone and getting together a couple of times for coffee and such.
It was during this brief period of time, just a matter of days, that a Marine came to me in Spirit. I normally don’t do mediumship (I do Angel Readings) so this was a bit unusual for me. The Marine had just passed away in Afghanistan and was coming to me with messages he wanted relayed to his family, and to others, like the whole world! Among other things, his funeral was being planned and he didn’t like what was about to take place.
These first messages came thru as I was texting with the man that I met in Borders parking lot. “Coincidentally” this man had just very recently made a connection with this Marine’s father, and it turns out that the connection between the two of them was very brief as well.
Note: As I’m texting I’m feeling overwhelmed with the urgency of this young Marine; it’s imperative that I get these messages through, his energy is very strong, yet very loving at the same time.
Also interesting to note, when he first starting communicating with me it was in a military style, having had no connections with anything military, this was new and different to me.
From here on I will call this Marine Angel “Christopher”.
Here are the first messages I received and then sent as texts;
I’m not sure of the exact date; it was between 7-23-09 and 7-25-09
• “We need Peace on Earth now...the way to that is to feel peace within...now.”
• Pass this on to his family - it's important that you do.
• PS...he has Peace- his mission is to bring Peace to others. He is fine- his family needs to focus on those things.
• Those words are directly from Christopher - it's very, very important to him that his family and friends get it.
• "Then his mission will be complete."
• Christopher feels very strong- and this means everything to him- and it will help his family heal- they will feel better spreading his words.
• He wants you to write the texts down for his family. And he wants them published as well.
• Christopher always had strong convictions and he does on this too.
• He is not going to let this go- "the word must spread, the only way to Peace on Earth is to feel Peace within."
• And he does not want to be called a warrior or a war hero or a hero- he wants to be called a peacemaker.
• He says "No disrespect, full respect to other veterans. They all, including him, fought for America and free speech etc…he wants to take this opportunity "his turn in line” to freely voice his opinions and convictions on Peace and Peacemaking.”
• He says he now knows how war begets war. He never fully understood- he and many others believed Peace could be gotten via war- He knows now that that can never be.
• He wants me to make a phone call now.
(To one of my clients, to give this message to a mother whose son is now in Afghanistan. I did an Angel Reading for her during the previous week, and Christopher wanted me to pass his message of Peace along to her. I did call her and when I was talking with her on the phone, Christopher came in again, along with "an Army of Angels" to give her love, and to tell her to do anything she can to feel Peace within herself, even for a moment, (she was feeling a wreck, hoping to get a phone call from her son) and when she feels Peace within, to send it outward to her son and everyone else too. Suggestions came in for her to imagine/remember holding her son as an infant and feeling the peace he and she both were feeling and to feel that peace now. Or maybe recall a memory of a peaceful vacation or similar experience, and feel the peace within now and send it out. (This of course is helpful to all.)
Received from Christopher and sent to Borders bookstore man - 7-26-09 11:30am
• “Feel Peace Within”
• Do you understand- his words are for now- his funeral-and for later
• He doesn't want a "military funeral'- or for 'war to be praised'- he says he wants all that stopped beginning with him.
• His words - "There is nothing about war to Glorify"
• None of this is me- it's him speaking thru me
• He wants John Lennon's song "Give Peace A Chance" to be played- and chanted- he hopes people will join in and sing out loud.
• Are you getting all of this? Are things happening the way Christopher would want it?
• It feels urgent from him. Do all plans need to stop and be rearranged?
• I believe his parents would want to hear what Christopher has to say- I believe it's the main reason (and for peace) that he's coming thru.
• (I receive a phone call here)
• I've stated his wishes- and now I let it go and pray- aloha
My phone rang and it was the bookstore man I was texting these messages to. He was upset, yelling, and said “If you think I’m going to call his parents and tell them that Christopher is coming through to you and giving you messages from the other side, and that he wants his funeral rearranged…you’re nuts!”
At the time I really didn’t understand why this Marine Angel’s wishes couldn’t be easily made known and followed through. His energy was so strong and clear and urgent!
Receiving messages from the Angels comes very naturally to me; sometimes I forget that I experience the world differently than a lot of other people.
I spoke with a couple of colleagues about my feelings and they helped me understand, and see more, as in the family’s perspective etc…and I let it go, again. I’ve tried to let it go many times, Christopher has never let it go, never let go of his Peace Mission. He has remained with me for these past 4 years, occasionally coming through with more messages, sometimes just to let me know he’s still there.
Although I’ve transcribed a few texts and messages that I’ve received from him, the actual experience is quite different than a few simple sentences. I feel him, see images, hear him and sometimes I receive so much energy at once, it’s like I need to funnel a huge amount of energy and information into a simple sentence. This is also very common when I receive from Divine Guidance. For example: in the beginning when I texted about his right to freedom of speech, he is also showing me images of the military waiting in line for everything. Waiting in line for uniforms, waiting in line for haircuts, waiting in line to eat, waiting in line for inspections, waiting in line for this and that, waiting in line all the time! And “now it’s his turn in line”…his turn in line to use his right of free speech. And, by the way, I believe he has a right to be heard!
When I texted “No disrespect, full respect to all veterans” Christopher was showing me veterans of all ages from all wars, and Christopher was standing at attention, saluting all the veterans that had died before him.
Also important to note; it became clearer and clearer as time went on, that Christopher is directly aligned with Archangel Michael. Sometimes Christopher feels so much like Archangel Michael that I’m in awe! As a matter of fact, the two of them came in together today as I was writing this. Christopher was standing directly behind me, appearing as the huge Angel that he is, and Archangel Michael stood directly behind Christopher. Sometimes, especially more in the beginning, Christopher shows up much like he must have been during his life time, but I didn’t know him then, so I really can’t compare.
The experience of having Christopher come to me with messages has been quite trying at times, for a couple of reasons. First of all, I have yet to be successful at helping Christopher complete his mission. He is still looked at as a war hero and is not yet known as a Peacemaker, as he wishes to be known as. And he does not want one more single person to die from war or violence; I certainly wish I could help him with that!
And thank God I have friends who either understand what this is like (to be walking around with him all the time) or others who at least believe me and support me.
There is a story I tell about Christopher later in this article, among other things it illustrates my point of this being difficult at times, and how it’s similar to an experience that Theresa Caputo, the “Long Island Medium” had once. It did my heart good to know to see on her show that I wasn’t alone with feeling the way I have felt sometimes with Christopher around me and trying to get his messages through to others.
Some of the exact transcripts of my messages are difficult, to near impossible, to publish as they occurred at the time while at the same time maintaining the privacy of those involved.
So instead here are my thoughts, with just some of the actual texts and messages, on a group of my texts when Christopher was coming through and I was discussing it with a close friend of mine.
There have been memorials and such in his honor that Christopher would really like to see changed. He does not want to be associated with war or be known as a war hero, and SO does not want to be the influence of anyone joining the military because “he knows the higher truth of it now”, “it’s all false” (the war itself) and “it’s all for naught”. At times I feel quite upset at what I see, knowing how he feels about it, from my human level it indeed can feel nauseating, yet at his level it’s from a loving high protective place with no judgment, and he just really wishes it would change. Which brings up a very important point…it is up to us, us humans, to make the changes. The Angels are only allowed to intervene when we ask and under some special circumstances. In other words…it’s not their job to make changes here on Earth, it’s up to us. It’s their job to help us if we ask them for help. That is the Law and Gift of Free Will.
Also In this group of messages, and at other times, I was contemplating writing his family a letter describing what I was experiencing. I was always hesitant about doing that, and about going “public” because I never know how people are going to take it.
At a later date he was very clear about me contacting them, and I did. (More on that later.)
I note, once again, how strong his energy is. And he has a strong conviction about Peace and will not let it go until this, his new mission of Peace, is complete. At one point he told me “No fly over for God’s sake. When are they gonna get it? They just keep marching kids in and watch them fall – and then they hold a ‘freakin’ rally for them – All for naught.”
I’d also like to restate here, that he does believe in honoring those who have gone before him and those who are serving now, with “full respect”, there is an understanding of the reasons why of course…BUT, he repeats often, he does not want one more to die and would like the emphasis to be on Peace. I can see through his eyes and how this ‘little’ tweak towards Peace can make such a huge, huge difference.
Later in this group of messages from him…the subject of me “proving’ that he is indeed around me and coming through me with messages comes up. “Ask Christopher to give you personal information that no one else would know to “prove” it is him. This immediately makes me nervous. When I’m in that place of having to prove myself and/or get some kind of specific information it makes me uncomfortable. Some Angels Readers and Channels are better at this than others. My personal style, in the personal readings I give, has always been to first allow the Angels and Divine Guidance to come through with what they want to give, allowing “only the Highest and Best” and then questions can be asked toward the end of their reading. And sure enough, my client’s questions are answered without them asking because their Divine Guidance knows what they are experiencing and what they want and need to know.
I end up saying “Ok, I’ll see what personal information I can get to “prove” that it is indeed him coming through me. This is what I wrote at the time, along with more of the texts;
• I get something about a rocking chair - and it seems familiar - like we've had this conversation before and something about a rocking chair
• Someone's singing to him in a rocking chair
• A grandmother singing to him - she was “a peaceful woman" sang songs of Peace
• I'm ‘remembering’ (being reminded) that Christopher was "shell shocked" when he realized the veterans, the soldiers, the war, it's all a wasted effort...he had no idea, like all of them, they thought they were doing good....when he realized he was doing no good...well idk know how to say...it was too much to assimilate
• If [Christopher’s parents] knew [that it is truly “All for Naught”]....no more parents would go through what they are...that's what Christopher wants.
• The big show they put on (for the fallen) can change….The show can change… no peace yet :-(
• I think if they heard him - that would change them- how could they continue knowing how Christopher feels about it
• I'm letting it go -Idk what else to do :-(
And....this is where I always feel like I'm letting him down
(Then later that night…..more texts)
• I have a weird coincidence on Christopher....
• I was telling a girlfriend how Christopher has been coming through yesterday and today - well yesterday his best friend had a baby and named him after Christopher.
• Interesting - when I started to write today - it came through how Christopher is an Angel- and so are babies
(Next morning 5.5.12)
• Hey- I wonder if the grandmother singing to baby in rocking chair is (my girlfriends) friend singing to this new baby - a hint ya know?
• And that possible aha came right after I wondered if Christopher was with me - and I think he's " jumping for joy" right now!
• Hope this doesn't leave me a laughing stock or something
• (reply from the friend I was texting) “Nope not if it’s coming from your heart” (It is.)
• Well...right now it's like I'm not allowed to move until I get my texts over to a doc or email
• My friend texts “Do it then”
• Yep I am - its time consuming - he is behind me looking over my right shoulder making sure I do this!
• Big sigh of relief from him :-)
• His energy so strong - aligned with Archangel Michael
• As a matter of fact - this morning I was walking down my hallway - and what I assumed was Archangel Michael was actually Christopher
• It was that "straighten up back bone - walk straight and tall' energy, like Archangel Michael always says, but it was Christopher.
Messages from 12.14.12 2:30pm
Earlier that day I ran into an old friend of mine that I hadn’t seen in many, many years. She was telling me about Peace poems she writes, and it was clear that Christopher was there and had me ask her if she sent them to Veterans of Peace. (Veterans of Peace is an organization that Christopher made me aware of.) She said yes and that she has sent them to many places. We had a nice conversation and went our separate ways…but Christopher stayed with me strongly for the rest of the day.
I’m wondering why Christopher wants to come through in connection with the school shooting in Connecticut, he seems pretty quiet and I’m not getting anything straight out, a friend suggests that sit down with paper and pen and ask him, so I did!
The following are my notes.
*Note- C = Christopher and P = me, Pj
P- “Christopher, why are you coming through today?”
C- Peace…do you see?!
P- OMG Yes Christopher! I see….Peace!
(I don’t remember exactly what he showed me at that moment…but it was one of those experiences of a huge amount of information etc that I understood in a split second.)
C- Peace begins with you and you and you and you…
Peace begins from within – must first feel at Peace within, about even this (the school shooting) as well, or we will get nowhere! He starts singing! “All we are saying, is give peace a chance”
And he tells me that he wants to talk with his father.
P- Can you put him in front of me? What would you tell him?
C- Yes. “Nothing you do is about me. Pj go back to the original messages about peace. All due respect dad, but it does not work (guns, violence, war). What will it take for you to see that? Whole civilizations do not use guns, or have wars. It is time for that to be…to be here and now. Dad, feel at peace about me. Dad, I am at peace and only intend to spread the peace. Will you help me do that, please dad, you have the “power at hand” to create peace. Full ways and means and events that will spread like wildfire, meaning people will be lighting up and the love will spread. Mom already knows this, are you listening to her? I know you know this to be true. It’s about peace dad, not war, not heroes. Not another child has to die. You know what I speak of is sanity and the rest is insanity, to continue sending children to war to die and to school to die is insanity! I am at peace. The children are at peace and yes in bliss, that does not make it ok by any means, the families are changed forever, the disease spreads, what needs to spread is peace dad. (Christopher told me of how it was part of the children’s mission to wake people up to, hopefully, bring Peace on Earth.)
Feel me dad, feel me now. This is the “soul” reason I come to you now, this is my “sole soul” reason for being. Let the tears flow, they unleash the pain of thousands connected to you dad. Do this for me, for you and for them. I love you no matter what dad, and more than you can even imagine.” He then signed off with a salute using two fingers as a peace sign in a wave like motion!
I was once again feeling overwhelmed after this session with him. He most definitely wanted me to give (all) of the messages to his dad, and I didn’t know exactly how to go about doing that, and I was feeling nervous about it too. At some point soon after (days or weeks?) I do get in contact with his father and he seems excited to come talk with me about ‘Christopher’ but cancels on me more than once. I have a hard time understanding this.
Then one night I’m flipping through the TV channels and I see that “Long Island Medium” is on. If you don’t know the show, it’s a reality show featuring Theresa Caputo, a “Long Island Medium” who is very good at what she does, including being out in public and giving random people she runs into mediumship readings on the spot. She’s a hot ticket and her work is life altering for the people she reads for, and is, of course, Divinely Guided.
On this particular episode a young boy named Steven, who recently passed over, is coming to Theresa and wants her to talk with Stevens’ mother. Theresa is finally able to get a hold of the boy’s mother and makes an appointment with her, but the mother cancels it. This whole experience is affecting Theresa deeply because the young boy is not leaving her alone about it. Theresa is having a hard time eating and she’s losing sleep over it. As I’m watching the show, well it’s hard to put into words how I feel, I’m crying, I’m relating, I text a couple of friends for support because of the way it is affecting me. I’m telling my friends “Theresa has only had this boy around her for a couple of weeks! I’ve had Christopher around me for a few years!”
Later in the show Theresa is getting ready to go to a scheduled gallery show of hers (where she talks to a group of people and gives readings to some in attendance) and tells her husband that the young boy Steven is telling her that his mother will be at the show. The boy also tells Theresa that he wants her to give his mother a gift, an Angel wings pendant that Theresa’s son gave her as a gift. Out loud I say “Oh my God!” I am flabbergasted! Because at the same time I am getting the message that Christopher wants me to give his dad a gift, the Angel wings pendant my daughter gave to me as a gift! It’s like the same exact Angel wings pendant! I keep telling myself “No, this can’t be.” and that sort of thing. The show ends with Theresa talking to Steven’s mother and giving her the Angel wings pendant, and the mother is very grateful and says how she just put Angel wings on his headstone. After the show I went and found the Angel wings pendant my daughter had given me, and quite frankly, did not want to give them up and especially to give them to someone I had never even met before. I told myself I must be making the whole thing up anyway and I went to sleep. When I woke up in the morning I picked up the Angel wings pendant again and wow! Christopher came in as strong as ever and ‘placed’ them in my hand and said “These are my new dog tags!” I can’t even explain how that felt. I just knew I absolutely had to give them to his father. I contacted his dad and told him how Christopher came through again last night and I have a physical gift from Christopher for him. Well, that got his dad to come to my office and I now know that Christopher knew exactly what he was doing…”Part ‘A’ of his mission…to get the messages to his father. Part ‘A’ mission complete.
The session with his dad was one of the hardest things I’ve ever had to do. His dad walked into my office saying “Wow, I know Christopher is here tonight because of the song that’s right now playing on the radio!” This didn’t surprise me at all, and it helped me feel more at ease. His dad was very kind and grateful during our whole session. I know he had a lot to assimilate and think about when he left, and I felt very relieved to have finally delivered all the messages and my experience to his father.
The next morning something was kind of nagging at me, I wasn’t feeling relieved anymore. And it may seem obvious now but not at the time. Christopher came through and said “Now I want you to talk with my mother.” “Of course.” I said. I contacted both his father and mother the best I could to let them know and never heard back again from either one of them. I try not to judge their reasons why, I just try and understand what their perspective might be on the whole thing. And I also realize that it must be hard for them in many ways, including them not being able to understand my experience with Christopher.
The rest of this article is miscellaneous tidbits and experiences I’ve had in connection to and with Christopher over the past 4 years:
And please note; I have not put every single one of my conversations and experiences with Christopher on paper. He’s been with me most of the time over the past 4 years, so I’d be constantly writing. This is true with my other Angels and Divine Guidance as well. So a lot of this is the best of my recollection.
The following joke was added “randomly” to the end of an email sent to me by an acquaintance in mid-May 2013. This email was of a personal nature and this ending was not connected to the content of the email. I later asked the sender if they had added on purpose, in other words, for a specific reason. And I asked if they added to the end of emails they had sent to other people. The response was “No, they had never sent it to anyone before and there was no reason for it, just for fun.” Well, there’s no doubt in my mind that Christopher and Archangel Michael had something to do with this!
The Creation of Cape Cod -
Once upon a time in the Kingdom of Heaven, God was missing for six days. Eventually, Michael, the Archangel, found Him resting on the seventh day. He inquired of God, "Where have you been?"
God let out a deep sigh of satisfaction and proudly pointed downward through the clouds. "Look, Michael, look what I've created." Archangel Michael looked puzzled and said, "What is it?" "It's a planet," replied God, "and I've put life on it. I'm going to call it Earth and it's going to be a great place of balance." A little confused, Michael inquired “What do you mean by balance?” God explained, pointing to different parts of the earth, "For example, Europe will be a place of great opportunity, culture and wealth, while Africa is going to be poor. The Middle East over there will always be a place of turmoil.” God continued, pointing to different countries, “This one will be extremely hot and while this one will be very cold and covered with ice." The Archangel, impressed by God's work, then pointed to a long thin land mass with an ocean as one border and a large sound as the other, and said, "What's that one?" "Ah," said God, "that's Cape Cod, Massachusetts - the most glorious place on earth. There are beautiful beaches, woods, ponds, and climate will be wonderful. The people from Cape Cod are going to be modest, intelligent, and humorous and they will be known worldwide for their hospitality. They will be extremely sociable, hardworking, and high achieving people and they will be known throughout the world as diplomats of peace." Michael gasped in wonder and admiration, but then exclaimed, "What about balance, God? You said there would be balance! Everyone and everything seems so totally perfect in this place you call Cape Cod, Massachusetts." God replied wisely, "Wait until you see all the assholes I'm sending there every summer."
Funny right? A cute joke. But did you catch this...
They will be extremely sociable, hardworking, and high achieving people and they will be known throughout the world as diplomats of peace."
Now I can’t help but wonder why the writer of this joke would add that in, it’s totally not a necessary part of the joke nor a reality…yet! Mmm…very interesting if you ask me!
One day I took one of my sons to a local restaurant for breakfast.
We sat at the counter. I began to get messages from my Divine Guidance to pass along to the young man who was our waiter. I mentioned this to my son and we discussed on how to handle it, because my son is usually not with me when this happens, and I wanted to know if he was comfortable with it before I said anything to our waiter. Then my son said “Mom look!” and right directly in front of me, nailed to a wood post, was a replica military bracelet with Christopher’s name on it! We were both in awe. I soon received a message from Christopher, he said “enjoy this quality time with your son” and something about the quality of life and ‘heart to heart’, that I can’t really recall. I had to hold back the tears so I wouldn’t be full out sobbing in the restaurant!
I had told my Guidance to put the waiter in front of me so I can deliver their message to him, and they did, on my way out the door. The waiter was very kind and appreciative. Then my son and I headed out to our next destination, with Christopher in the car with us! He was hangin out in the back seat, leaning forward with one elbow on each of our headrests, just joining in the ride with us. It was very sweet.
In the first few days Christopher was around me, he came to me with the message "Please get the bumper sticker "Support Our Troops - Bring Them Home Now!" and put it on your car.” Another message I knew that he wasn’t going to let go of until I did. I had never seen or heard of that bumper sticker. But sure enough, I easily found one and put it on my car. Within a couple of days of having it on my car, someone stopped me in a parking lot and said “I’ve gotta ask you, where did you get that bumper sticker?! That saying “Support Our Troops – Bring Them Home Now!” has been going through my head for days and I have no idea why! I just know I have to get it and put it on my car!” I know Christopher was beaming that message out all around, we just need to be open to hearing and acting on them!
Christopher said once, regarding war…“it’s a losing battle” and “he can’t stand up for it anymore” and very recently (7-23-13) he said “They are getting away with murder…both literally and figuratively” This particular message came with an energy of deep and far reaching intention and implication.
I think I mentioned earlier, and I’m mentioning it again now, because it’s happening again now….often it’s like “nothing else is going to happen until I get these messages on paper or in a document form. It is important that I do.
I want to add here, I’ve never done anything against my Will regarding Christopher and his messages. No one is controlling me are ‘making’ me do anything. It’s on the level of a ‘knowing’ for me. And I know it all comes from very loving Guidance.
Christopher recently reminded me of something I haven’t thought of in a long time. In the ancient days of Hawaii, during Makahiki, all war ceased and games were played.
In the words of Serge Kahili King “The word "Makahiki" in Hawaiian means "year." In ancient Hawaii the year was calculated by the rising of the seven stars we know as the Pleiades. The Makahiki period started on the night of the first new moon after the Pleiades appeared on the eastern horizon while the sun was setting in the west. This took place around mid-November and lasted about four months. Throughout the islands it was a time of peace, thanksgiving, sharing and preparation for the new year. It was a time filled with games and contests, dancing and feasting.” No doubt this is a vision that Christopher and all the Angels have for us.
Also recently, the image of an American Flag with a Peace sign on it has been coming through.
On approximately 7-25-13
As I was writing this article, a heart shaped rock that I have on my desk, with ‘Christopher’s’ military name bracelet on top (someone gave it to me) moved big time!
I asked why and received “Publish it – Get it done”
Also recently (same day or day after rock moving) I contacted the man from Borders bookstore, the same man I mention in the beginning of this article.
With one brief exception, I haven’t been in contact with him since then.
I tell him that ‘Christopher’ has been with me ever since then, this whole 4 years, and I ask him if he would he like to get any of the art projects (that he originally talked about back then) up and going now? He stated very sternly that he wants nothing to do with it and please don’t bother him and hung up on me.
It was a bit of a setback for me, but not for long. I suppose I should have expected it from him.
I just pray that others are open to hearing ‘Christopher’.
Please note: I have never received nor expected payment from this whole experience.
I didn’t ask for this experience (on this Earthly level any way), and I don’t always understand ‘why me’, but this is what I do after all, I am an Angel Messenger.
In this case, delivering the messages of a former-Marine-now-Angel-of-Peace.
So ‘Part ‘A’ of my mission is now complete.
Aloha and Peace ~ Pj Fay